Intuition...the other day I asked myself to find someone who had all the answers. And then I looked at my stomach. I know I have all the answers, somewhere in here...but where oh where oh where oh where and how do I know what's an answer and what's a question...?
It's like when I was a teenager and people used to say "just be yourself". All I could think was , well, that's great - if I had a fucking clue who I was!
Here it is again..."just do what you love" - umm...can you tell me what that is or what is going to make me happy because I don't know right now. what do I love? Doubt.
"Just listen to your intuition" - what does it sound like? How do I distinguish my intuition from my inner critic?
"It's just an opportunity." - ...
the other day Someone told me I am the "eternal optimist" .
my anxiety, self-defeat, and insecurities have collectively just thrown up on their shoes.
About Me
- Maitaca
- taking deep breaths, averting my eyes, but being the first to look, shedding tears often, laughing louder, trying to navigate the impact
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.....I HEAR YOU....more than you know...
maybe we should try for a phone date with excessive beverages etc... we'll see what epiphanies come of it...
If all else fails, at least good times were had...xox
oh can we make that a conference call?
i will supply the belly-laughs...
...and I'll supply the background music..don't forget to BYOB!!!!!! (aren't y'gonna be in ktown this wknd?)
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