Tuesday

going going going....explode!

now what.
Every time I leave the bank I want to puke. Okay, actually only when I have spoken to financial advisors. They make me want to puke
I also want to quit my job. Perhaps those two go hand in hand.
I am financially stable so I could for a while go the unemployed route.
but then I am still asking
now what.
so...here I am.
examining my interests and scouring the horizon for anything resembling a direction for my future
anyone got any ideas
here are some:
-reiki practitioner (gotta clear my body mind and soul first though...and take some courses)
-community development (some hope for the future or future frustration)
-barista (who really gives a fuck anyway - oh I do so this could only be short term)
-professional depressed individual
-counsellor - maybe if i made myself available to those who actually WANT my help, maybe that could make a difference.
-business - i hate commerce. like i said banks make me want to puke
-outdoor stuff for youth
ug h ugfh iugh ugh gsdjkghdfkjjgfsdkl;f jkasd;ljfsFUCK!

2 comments:

Prairie Grown said...

What brings you passion? Start there. I once met a man who referred to Unemployment as Being an Artist. I laughed. He said, why yes, I am drawing unemployment. No judgement. No guilt. You are where you are. And start from there. You bring uniqueness that is uniquely you, and with that foundation ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE to build upon THAT.

Mandy like a Madman said...

So very TRUE 'Prairie Grown'...

I like the idea of seeing you do something Outdoors & physical...It seems to me that a smile is constant on your face while outside. My other thoughts were: counselling/support for a different age group? Drum Jams for 10 & under....or 30+?!!!!??
Are these "youth" right for you? Are they sucking you dry?
Maybe you can take all this schooling and turn it around to something different...look at it from a different angle.

Either way Mims.... People love to be near you (when you let them;)...they all want to hear what you have to say & of course make you laugh, laugh, laugh...

You are the absolute total complete package, when it comes to 'Changing the World'... You have a soul, smile, heart, mind and laughter that has changed MY LIFE... xoxoxox